Deep Thoughts, by Heather
I have been thinking latley . . . .
* it really bugs me when I am waiting for an elevator at the mall, with a stroller, and I have to wait a couple turns because there are people in front of me, (perfectly healthy young-ish adults) not with strollers, that choose to take the elevator instead of the stairs, or the escalator, that is just 10 feet away from us. I don't know why this bugs me so much. Maybe because I CAN'T take the stairs, and when I do take the escalator with my stroller I get yelled at.
* that I want another baby. I know, gasp!!! I just love the babies. I brought this up to my hubby and he almost left me. Then I asked the kids what they thought and the boys looked like they were deer caught in the headlights. I think it's just weird for me to be done. I am alright with being done, and I know that I SHOULD be done, it's too hard on the family when I am pregnant, and my doctor would probably kill me if I got pregnant again. I know some woman can say they are done and never give it another thought. I am not one of those woman. My baby is two, and it's weird for me to think that I won't be doing the baby stuff anymore. That's all I have been doing since I've been an adult. (got married at 20, had my first at 21) I know that I am not done being a Mom, it's just weird for me to think that now I will be a Mom to "kids" only. Plus, I was thinking the other day. I will be only 45 when Avery leaves for college. That is so young. What will I do then?!?!?
* i want to go back to school. Probably not anytime real soon. Maybe in a few years, when all the kids are in school. Jason's company is just growing by leaps and bounds, and we do a lot of upper end homes, so Jason hires an interior designer to help with designing the home. I thought - what if I was that interior designer? It would be useful for his business, plus, how fun would that be!?!?!
* i need to start excercising. Now don't get me wrong, I am not one of those skinny girls that complains that she is fat, I am not doing that. I am just really un-fit. I get winded going up stairs for petes sake!!! I started this morning. I woke up and worked out, and I am also going to start eating MUCH better. I have been having some health issues latley and it has really made me take notice to how I need to take better care of myself. Plus I want to finally be able to rock a swimsuit!!!
* that less is more. Enough said!
* that Lost is just a joke on the viewers. It's called Lost because I am so completely lost when I watch it. I love this show, but it makes me so mad at the same time. I wish it never ended - just ran non-stop, it's not like those actors have anything else better to do!!! . I hate when the hour is up because I didn't get enough information! Instead they gave me more to think and worry about.
5 comments:
Um, if I didn't know better I would think I was reading my own thoughts right now!!! I feel the same in so many ways, and hearing your thoughts on everything is inspiring me to do these things I want to do too. Thanks!
I totally feel the same way about the elevator thing, it's very irritating.
This is why we need to live by eachother, so you can get your baby fix with my babies. Then we could also exercise together because let me tell you, I need to start doing something...and quick!
I've never watched Lost, but I felt the same way about Heroes. We started watching that, but it was so darn confusing, and we all know how my memory is, so I couldn't remember important info from one show to the next anyway. I eventually got so lost that I just quit watching it, which made me very mad.
I haven't experienced the elevator thing yet but I'm sure I will. I get bugged when people don't hold the door open for me when I have my stroller. Some people are so inconsiderate. I need to get workin out too. I'm a real softy right now.
HEAR YA ON THE ELEVATOR THING, LAST TIME WE WERE SHOPPING WITH HOLLIE AND JARED AND THE KIDDOS WITH A STROLLER WE CAME ACROSS TWO TWEEN GIRLS, THAT MUST HAVE JUST SPENT THE WHOLE DAY RIDING THE THING, I JUST WANT TO KNOW, WHERE ARE THERE PARENTS??? I LOVED THE DECORATING CLASS I TOOK, I WANT TO TAKE MORE, IT WOULD BE FUN TO DO IT TOGETHER! BEING A BABY PERSON MY SELF, I HEAR YA ON THE BABIES, YOU JUST HAVE TO GET YOUR FIX FROM OTHERS WHEN YOU DECIDE YOUR FAMILY IS COMPLETE. YOU'LL BE AMAZED AT WHAT YOU'LL FIND TO DO WITH YOUR TIME WHEN THE NEST IS EMPTY, I WAS 43 WHEN NICK WAS OLD ENOUGH FOR COLLEGE AND A GRANDMA AT 40! LIFE IS GOOD. :) THE SADDNESS IS WHEN YOUR CHILDREN AND GRANDCHILDREN MOVE AWAY FROM YOU. :(
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