Monday, January 26, 2009

Koo Koo

I feel a bit Koo Koo lately.

Well, actually, I feel Koo Koo all the time now. But last week was rough. I am hoping for a better week.

I have just been SO tired. Like beyond tired. Exhausted!!!

I went to the gym today and I am trying to eat better, and more, and drink more water. The doctor suggested changing my diet because with my new medication, I will want to change a few things to keep my energy up, my iron up, and my bones strong.


I think I am too optimistic for my own good. I convinced myself that eating better and working out would make my day MUCH better today. I got up, took my vitamins, drank 2 glasses of water, ate a banana, skipped the pain pill, went to the gym, came home and drank more water and made an egg white omelet, drank more water, cleaned the house a bit, met Jason for lunch, - lo mein and water, and then came home and NEEDED a nap.

I'm a bit discouraged right now. I'm facing a surgery I don't want, and having to take hormones forever, and it still won't get me back to how I was. My uterus hates me!!!

I need my life back.


I want to be the Mom and wife I used to be.

I want to be able to get things done.

I want to WANT to get things done.

Ughhhhh, I have a headache. I sat down to do some work and I'm just not feeling it, but I did look at chairs. I was feeling that.


I figure, if I have to sit down all the time because I'm tired or in pain, I may as well sit in something fabulous!!!

















Sorry about all my venting. I will be better tomorrow. And I'm working on something crafty that I can show you all tomorrow too!!!! So here's to a better day,................and here's to maybe finding a couple hundred dollars in my mailbox tomorrow so I can buy me one of these lovely chairs!!!! Let me know if any of you need my address, hint hint!!! hee hee hee!!!!

9 comments:

Hollie said...

I'm sorry things suck right now, this must be so hard for you. I wish there was something I could do to make it all better.

Those chairs are fabulous though! I have that one in my basement that is sort of similar in style to some of these, maybe we can figure out how to re-do it all posh & pretty. =)

Jennifer Richins said...

Love the chairs. They've got so much character. Wish I could afford them too.

I hope today is a better day. Do what you can to be as healthy as you can, even if you don't see the immediate benefits. It'll be worth it in the long run. I love you and am praying for ya.

vsm/whirling dirvish photography said...

Oh, honey i'm sorry things are hitting rock bottom... I'm sure though that they'll turn up for the best.
You'll be in my thoughts!

RC said...

Hey baby girl, I wish that I could do something to help you feel 100%.
Just know that you are in my thoughts and my prayers.

Take care of you,

Love ya,
Mom

Jamie Lynn said...

I wish I could be there to take care of you and give you time to nap or whatever you need to clear your thoughts. You know you are ALWAYS in my thoughts! I LOVE you! PS I know you weren't fishing, but you are a FABULOUS mother, just having a bit of a rough patch right now. You will get through this, like you always do. LOVE LOVE LOVE you!

The Golf Widow said...

Nice chairs can't hurt!!!

Froska said...

them gosh dang herberts, i love'em. this is jessie by the way, i know it says emily, but trust me, it's me. you go ahead and tell your hubby that the smith's think the herbert's are rad. we need to hang pretty soon. maybe we'll trip down to see you guys and during the process we'll go to "rodizio's" and then i'll eat myself stupid and they'll half to ask me to leave because they haven't enough food to stay in business.
i'm just saying, i can put away some groceries.

take care, and seriously, we love you guys.
-the Smith's

Krystyn @ Really, Are You Serious? said...

Seems like you day did go a lot better.

I hope you can figure something out so that you don't have to do the surgery.

Anonymous said...

I am really sorry to hear that you are not feeling your best. I hope things start to improve for you soon. On the bright side, these chairs that you found are really gorgeous!